Senin, 19 Oktober 2015

BUKAN CURHAT

takut .. tentu saja aku takut.
cemas .. tentu saja aku cemas.
tapi apa yang bisa ku perbuat. ini semua sungguh diluar kemampuanku.
aku bukannya tidak mau menikah cepat , tapi Tuhan masih berkehendak lain atas jodoh ku.
aku yakin kalo Tuha punya rencana yang lebih indah dari yang aku bayangkan.
Allah tidak mungkin menyampakkan aku. itu lah keyakinan ku.
Wanita seusia ku sudah punya pasangan dan bahkan sudah punya anak.
aku kadang malu ditanya tiap hari
kapan nikah ?
sudah punya calon ?

aku rasa itu adalah pertanyaan yang sangat mengerikan untuk wanita usia 27 tahun  yang belum menikah.

namun satu yang harus aku yakini dalam diriku ..
aku yakin Allah sudah menyiapkan pasangan yang terbaik untuk ku.
walau kadang aku goyah namun menurut ku itu adalah manusiawi .
asalkan aku tak hilang keyakinan dihati ku..

aku berharap dengan menuliskan ini rasa resah hati ku akan sedikit terobati.
karna menulis adalah salah satu cara curhat kedua setelah berdoa.

InsyaAllah ........ *_*

Kamis, 15 Oktober 2015

unexpected journey by me

this is my story, mmm... well I can say this is funny and awesome story. a day before tomorrow I didn't come to the office because I was sick. because I didn't stand if I stay at home. so I suddenly I text my friend then I ask her to go to Bandung. this is unexpected movie  journey.
my friend pick he ticket and pay it through the electronic payment. our ticket is at 11:45 so we have to be at the railway station at 11:00. but something happen to me. when I ordered the online ojek through the application. it was 11:00 o'clock already but the application still didn't work, when I log in to the application it always say that " your password doesn't match with your username". I try it couple of times but it still didn't work. then I try to make a new password but it still didn't work. then i tried to ask for help t my friend then finally it work. but bad thing was there is no time anymore . I came to the railway station at 11:25 . I asked to the rider to go fast because I need to arrived at the railway station at 11:45. then I arrived at the railway station at 11:35. you know what happen I ran to the ticket counter. Unfortunately that was my first time at Gambir railway station so in the limited time I have to find the right ticket counter. I asked to some people there till I found the places. when I asked to the ticketing official. I said " sir where is the train to Bandung". then the official say " yes, right here " so I came in to it but they didn't let me in. they say " where is your ticket" then suddenly my friend called me she said " where are you ? the train is gone .. I am in the ticket counter" I said " I am at the ticket counter too ... where are you? here is still any time why the train gone so early. we debated seriously and finally we are truly left by the train.

ffhheewww .....  both of us laughed because this is our first time to be like that. then we bought a new ticket anymore ....

so memorable because of that situation my fever was gone and I became fit ... hahahahaha so funny my friend